some things just look good
appealing it seems
these wants and desires
can't get them out of my system.
but now i know what to do and where to go.
life is so simple when you know the truth and choose to believe the truth which is really the only right thing to do, but we rarely admit it. we engage in all those useless bothersome and tiring games for what?
repent.
i am a sinner so weak. i need Him.
Monday, April 26
Saturday, April 17
just wanna
still not myself under the influence of the flu,
but doing all i can do to enjoy the approaching spring.
the cherry blossoms have fully bloomed and yielded their places to new signs of life
midterms are finally coming up next week..marking the halfway mark of my semester in handong.
I feel so well adjusted, but i do miss the freedom to be.
then again, here i have this feeling of entitlement as a fellow korean to try everything, knowing that i will be given an equal chance of success. (it's hard to explain.)
there i was not able to be fully confident of my abilities. there i couldn't try things just because i could. it may have been all in my mind, but i almost always felt like i had to prove myself worthy of anything and everything. invisible cloud hanging above.
so here i gave it a try.
i auditioned for an album recording thing that will happen in the summer.
and i passed the first audition.
more than a hundred people auditioned for it and i don't know how many passed the first audition.
anyhow, whatever the results will be for the second audition, i'm still pretty happy that i tried it :)
you'll never succeed if you don't risk failure, yeah?
On another note, they sky here is absolutely beautiful.
Gordon has amazing skies too, but handong may beat it.
will post pictures when, or IF, my package from the sister arrives with my camera and my lovely multivitamins.
but doing all i can do to enjoy the approaching spring.
the cherry blossoms have fully bloomed and yielded their places to new signs of life
midterms are finally coming up next week..marking the halfway mark of my semester in handong.
I feel so well adjusted, but i do miss the freedom to be.
then again, here i have this feeling of entitlement as a fellow korean to try everything, knowing that i will be given an equal chance of success. (it's hard to explain.)
there i was not able to be fully confident of my abilities. there i couldn't try things just because i could. it may have been all in my mind, but i almost always felt like i had to prove myself worthy of anything and everything. invisible cloud hanging above.
so here i gave it a try.
i auditioned for an album recording thing that will happen in the summer.
and i passed the first audition.
more than a hundred people auditioned for it and i don't know how many passed the first audition.
anyhow, whatever the results will be for the second audition, i'm still pretty happy that i tried it :)
you'll never succeed if you don't risk failure, yeah?
On another note, they sky here is absolutely beautiful.
Gordon has amazing skies too, but handong may beat it.
will post pictures when, or IF, my package from the sister arrives with my camera and my lovely multivitamins.
Sunday, April 4
period.
whew.
moving on.
gotta learn to accept and appreciate my emotions.
God must be an extremely emotional being, too.
moving on.
gotta learn to accept and appreciate my emotions.
God must be an extremely emotional being, too.
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