are ups and downs inevitable in life?
do i create my own dramas?
i sometimes wonder if i'm crazy.
then again, i'm in a new environment and it seems to me that everyone is crazy here.
this moving-around-and-adjusting-all-the-time business will have to end someday.
i thought i enjoyed it, but that judgment was always made in hindsight.
i do not dislike this place, in fact, i enjoy it, but i know that i'm craving for familiarity and i see myself desperately trying to find that in the people i used to know who go here now.
nothing against my friends, but really i'm reminded again and again that i should place my trust in God ultimately and not in fallible human beings (self-included).
Father, how should i live in order to please you?
Dear Friend,
ReplyDeleteit's tough being new a an enviroment with people who.. should and seems to be the same, no?
but nevertheless, you are not crazy.
I've been in Biola for three years and they still call me crazy.
<3